Apr. 29th, 2010 at 8:55 PM
I had such a lovely time in Hogsmeade this afternoon. Abby is terribly sweet. It was so nice to get to talk to her.
Did you have a good time? Wasn't the weather wonderful? I've a brand new robin's egg blue notebook that I'm going to user to work on a story I just have to write tonight. And I have dark chocolate sticks to nibble on while I write. Oh! I bought some chocolates to share, if you'd like. They're on top of my trunk.
I kept thinking last night. And thinking and thinking even more.[/private]
Every story needs a device. Most fairy tales have things like evil stepparents or dead parents which change the children in the story so that they have to learn something. I suppose in this one her parents are that device. They meant well, but maybe they didn't get it right. Which is why she was so horribly lonely.
But I think she might have been lonely anyway even if she had played with the other children because there are different kinds of love and she still would have been looking for her prince and she didn't know what a prince really was.
But I don't feel sorry for her at the end of the story because she is starting to learn and that's always a good thing in a story, that the character grows, isn't it?
I hit my hand onLuag's cheeksomething and it hurts. A lot. Do you have something that might help?
Luag is utterly awful.
I've had the absolute sweetest, most lovely time with Luag today. He was so nice. We went walking up to the Astronomy tower, and we talked, and we kissed, and he didn't try anything I didn't want.
I have decided that I should like to be kissed for Valentine's Day. Of course, this means that I should also like to find someone who should like to kiss me. And court me properly. Doesn't every girl dream of a rose on her pillow and a heart-shaped box of chocolates for Valentine's Day? Or a chocolate rose, I'd love that too.
I think the boys here in Hogwarts are lacking in courtliness and imagination. Except Zahavi. He has it in spades. I had thought Luag was sweet, but then he used that word when we were speaking and he was so crude. He's still terribly sweet otherwise, though. Zahavi is a little wild, isn't he? Oh, and Sebastian is a darling, but I'm not sure he really looks past his poetry?
Do people still believe in love? Real love, the kind that warms you down to the toes and conquers everything and it doesn't matter who the person is because it's right just because ou love them. The kind of love you can taste and that you can rely on forever. That kind of love.